sooooooo bad, at keeping anything updated what so ever; but if i’m gonna make you read this i’ll try to make it worth the readers attention.

i’ve been in bed for 3 consecutive days, not even getting up to eat; i’ll sleep about 19 hours straight and just wake up to use the restroom and stretch. as you can tell, i’m in some kind of winter funk. i think all i have pushed out of my mind to deal with, has festered and rotted into my bloodstream, so know…it’s inevitable.
but as everything in life, i will learn how to deal with it and grow.

i’m not going to be like half of my friends that will roll over and die because in the heat of the moment i look my focus; i have my personality and and my happiness from the little things to keep me going.

not the money, boys, or a little respect here and there.
fuck all of that bullshit.

uh…i love the people as of late who take time to check on me, sweet peas.
i have shit to do today, i believe this post is worthy.