February 2010
2 posts
long before that november.
all the money in the world.
animal wish list!
- beluga whale - chinese pug - brazilian free-tailed bat - atlantic long-armed octopus - northern saw whet owl - fainting goat - cape clawless otter ^_________________^
January 2010
8 posts
the american god.
i feel jaded to be honest… i feel childish at the same time.
lately, i am in full hermit mode. keeping to myself as much as possible, so i’m not under a arrow flying brigade of criticism. i don’t know why i seem to be this way; i can pin-point it on the fact that i feel pushed out of my friends lunar orbit. it seems like two sided transformation. one side; seems to be actually...
sta sta sta sta sta....
groove, slam, work it back. filter that, baby bump that track.
groove, slam, work it back. space cowboy, just play that track.
crispy crispy weather.
right now would be a good time, to show me that i am worth the trouble.
but alas, i can’t flip this coin and make myself believe you do love me. can you?
holla don't trip.
yes plz! she’s one of my, “am i really gay?” moments.
swing, swing, swing.
i cannot pull myself to be creative or some any sign of creativity through the internet; especially when i log onto a website devoted to it. creativity comes natural to me. so, i apologize for reading my posts and getting nothing but shallow views and attempts at a man still trying to grip his childhood, in fear that he will one day succumb to the modern mans enterprise.
but if you do enjoy, god...
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“And I’d sing the harmony, in an attempt to agree, But I have an awful voice to match the awful life I lead.”
the latest quote that sums up how i feel at the moment.
elastic but not plastic.
i rarely use this site anymore because of how busy my life has become; not meaning hectic, but even my mind has pushed down on the pedal.
i’ve never felt more mortal then i have as of late. but, it’s nice to feel a mindset other then a brick wall, which is what i am usually classified as. nonetheless, this year has started with a fire under my feet.
December 2009
1 post
trick me once, trick me twice.
in such great heights, i’ve purposed the worst and the best to come out of my life;
i have entered a relationship, that shows full promise. in yet, i really at all times am the deciding factor on the progress and intensity. like, a give in and retract scenario. so far, i just stay optimistic and i’m happy for it.
friends are okay. once again, not on the same page because of drugs,...
November 2009
4 posts
treasure chest of thanks.
on a day like this, in which the world all takes a selective amount of time to sit down and think of all they are happy about it, i figured i would do the same; just more in depth then what a normal man would ponder on.
as of late, i really am seeing the worst side of growing up, mainly involving the fear. the animosity of being in control is scaring off a lot of the values i even once considered...
there is the golden ticket.
MY LIFE IS PERFECT, ALL THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID.
as the queen would say,
how about we stop shivering?
or, how about i let some warmth in my heart?
i’ve realized…i’m quite the dick. i can’t tell if i like it or not.
black streak.
I’M ON A ANTI-MAN STREAK.
or i’m just ugly now, or something along those lines. i don’t know. i don’t know if i really care.
all i know, is i’m not as co-dependant as i used to be. friends keep me in line, even if i seem to be on a pill thing as of late. i also enjoy underwear parties, just sayin. mhm.
October 2009
6 posts
dripping with alchemy; shiver stop shivering.
sooooooo bad, at keeping anything updated what so ever; but if i’m gonna make you read this i’ll try to make it worth the readers attention.
i’ve been in bed for 3 consecutive days, not even getting up to eat; i’ll sleep about 19 hours straight and just wake up to use the restroom and stretch. as you can tell, i’m in some kind of winter funk. i think all i have...
the worlds got a nose bleed.
as of late, i need change. change, change, more and more change. if you knew me enough, you would know i strive to see in everyones eyes the existence of new progression and ideals. it’s what shows a human has the ability to rejuvenate; in my opinion at least. anyways, i’ve remained the strong person i always have been. truly, if i think about it, unlike all my peers and fellow friends...
shape shift.
all this post, is going to have a meaning for is that…
you can have a good time sitting in the backseat of a car, with females all in which are under the influence of marijuana.
<3 yeah, luv life~
p.s. ayo for yayyo(says christine.)
there is no cure for the common cold.
people always portray me as this cold immoral fabric of a human being; when in my defense i’m not. i have had a lot of talks not just of the world surrounding but of myself lately, and i’ve come to realize that i need more guidance. guidance of friends, myself, and maybe even powers that are without reach. disregard, my previous post. i keep giving into my childish antics like the...
oh tumblr.
i have a lot of new-ish news to inform you of. - had a boyfriend, became attached…ended. go figure. - two of my ex-boyfriends; some of the worst looking i might add, luv each other now. i’ll find this more hilarious when i get sad over being single. cause seeing them together, will make me realize even by myself i keep shit cuter. - um, most of my friend have all faded. but luckily...
September 2009
4 posts
twinkle twinkle.
hope this boy works out, especially since he wants something with me. i won’t fuck this up.
and if not, a good friendship will come of it. i want meth…..no seriously.
lol seriously, i h8 meth.
heard hallow coughing.
sick of being indecisive about factors that could be good or bad for my life. sick of rumors going around about me and terminal illnesses.
on a good note,
a cute, good, respectful, & positive influenced boy entered my life. for once since “he” left my life, i’m willing to try something more then a casual forgotten night. good luck to kyle, god knows he fucking needs it.
fun facts i've realized as of late;
- i eat my depression away. - my ex-boyfriend needs to be quarantined. - i like playing with sand. - anal sex, is not my thing. - hooking up with a guy you’ve liked forever, kinda kills the thrill you like. - i still hate cats. - asian men are more attractive then mexicans. - i still obsess over piercings. - i crave getting out of here. and i’m sure i have a lot more. status; SINGLE,...
August 2009
5 posts
circular argument.
It would make my life a lot less moist in tears without your memory. I would appreciate not seeing your clothes on my shoulders, and wondering how it would still fit you.
rain rain rain, i just want to maintain.
in all terms, this place is getting to churn my stomach to the feeling of possible internal bleeding. i’m better then to keep kissing so polluted air, and walking every fuckign day...
juicy.
my ex is annoying as shit. guys are ridiculous. i do not want to post in this bitch, bye.
oh and i’m dying from not being able to breathe. see you in the afterlife.
your mouth became my ashtray.
remember when as kids we were free? remember when we could fuck up, and all we did was learn? remember when it didn’t hurt, to take the wrong path?
i’m in your bed tonight. i’m on your streets the next,
tonight your lips will be entwined with mine. tonight you’ll let me go; i won’t give a fuck.
as of late, i feel quite hallow; happy as can be at that. i smell...